catch me in that dream again i remember quite clearly: i wake in a small tall house with three levels curtains billow through sun beams and open panes there is a dog on each floor, sleep / waking i am there with love who is away just now and will be home again a sense… Continue reading the dream again
the body and the work both as object of effect and as affective subject-
(excerpt 2014) notes on the Eliot / Bales_ Historical exogesic_ in-depth analysis of dance “events” including specific dances; notation and music scores; accounts of performances; teaching styles; cultural and political movements; physical movements; dance theory; film; technological advances; makers and processes._ “exegesis that allows us to change our perception and relationship to what is already… Continue reading the body and the work both as object of effect and as affective subject-
where it’s @
the ice falls from the roof_ it crashes_ wet snow_ no one moves_ the lawn does not grow_ nor does it die_ stagnant_ unchanged_ decades go by_ then there in the snow _ the underside melts and begins again the grass under my toes. crash ice and lay claim to the the sun and the… Continue reading where it’s @
metal
just write what you hear. yes please the light again it is silvery. tinkling like dandelion shimmers in a cool clear clutter of things. the light in streaks it seeps. in swirls today. some days it shines straight in and some days it climbs. up from the water and down from the skies. the light… Continue reading metal
blood out
heart of throws_ throw of hearts_ my hand_ cervical spine_ cervix_ mine. a mother un/becoming; bleed sloughing cells of un/made minds. it doesn't make me sad today that i have no child that i never had any; i am grateful as time alone is so precious. i have come to my own blood by making… Continue reading blood out
context swimming
time is water all around_ immeasurable depths_ i am floating. i am not a floating thing -- i am floating, the activity_ in a depth created by gravity. i dreamed it so in movement this week_ and i keep seeing it_ awake and asleep_ it is me _ breathing _ swimming easily _ curled upright,… Continue reading context swimming
banter
listen to your selfget to know your doubt doubt not that you are listening: we are not thoughtwe are perception we are the skies raining out the bird is the mountain sound its own w/ringing out we drop the banter and the wind blows it about. # -excerpt of daily-ness, one of today's: "banter" by… Continue reading banter
nothing personal
there is a little thing and it is understood there are many things. a small thing can often be the heaviest. and to challenge oneself we must look at the small things as important aspects of character and reality. one’s character is a reality. an understanding of a lack of trustworthiness means people's lies are… Continue reading nothing personal
neverending excerpt : archive
" life i love you. you have been the best yet i lied. there was that one without pain inside. the light from that place … so gorgeous i died. love you, nicole whoever these writings find know i made my place in this body a lovely one inside. i love you all, family i… Continue reading neverending excerpt : archive
the end came quick
| it seize them like a broken string stretched taught, and conditionally | conditions change. | a dream i had a year ago or so, that remains with me:i am waking from a nap having been up before the sun to do things. i live in a small, tall house with light linen curtains blowing… Continue reading the end came quick
what if gravity is not what we think?
change is perceived and we call it TIME. IMAGINE space is a plasma-like substance and TIME is the movement of mass which creates variable waves in all directions. waves create dimensions. whether planets, light or energy - mass is moving and changing. we observe it from our perspective. and so, OUR perspective is TIME. TIME… Continue reading what if gravity is not what we think?
ae
first in site tag #AutoEthnography #ArchiveExcerpt for excerpts from my notebooks. The notebooks are a one-stop for my academic research | choreographic notes | poetry | meeting minutes | sketches | reflection | and dreams. The process of going through the last ten years of these is a ritual of burning things; making art of… Continue reading ae