may the ancestors hold me. may i be without fear and without anger. may my boundaries be healthy and may they be clear. i am responsible for my journey. i notice. i am tensing. let go. it’s okay to be freezing. it’s okay to have heat. it’s okay for the sun to beat down on… Continue reading boundless
jan 1, 2020 edit jan 18 i am not like i have ever been something different about every cell of being thoughts patterned turn off new bridges form a way to destiny leave it to be a person becoming shock and wave goodbye comes free light falls just so on the corner of me my… Continue reading details
heat splashes. do you rise? make a joke, something light. i saw a squirrel once, it moved with fright but it was alright. was that funny? what is? light is not light. write what you see. the jade plant beside me. in front of me. its leaves are wax petals light, white on the green.… Continue reading on a bench, barely
i like the idea of writing a novel, and here is an edited poem excerpt from my stream: i lean back on trees and they fall. snap. a quiet, quick long dark fall. and me the only one there; i heard the sound. the forest - it blessed me.… Continue reading since october 2017
The light comes quick to take it down in words the moon without a sound records the room of people in a time of talking round. Round and round about some other; lives creep smaller in. A judgement made immediately by them, by me. We make society and power through our discontent. My judgement reflects… Continue reading It’s me
youvenever heardof me. youvenever heardof your dislike for me or your disrespect. nevershared this as a home. neverfelt allthatyou see as not yourown. youvenever heardof your adoration for me, your kindness. nevertimed connection in trees. neverfelt love peace or fear with the idea of me, or the real. youvenever heardof re-recognizing what you see. neverlearned patterns of perception… Continue reading nevereven
thereislove all that we experience creates how we feel and how we feel others. thereislove we are human beings, changeable and changing. thereislove in standing up, in calling out. we decide to see. to call out atrocity - like customs of hate until death and the killing of we. we decide to hear. to stand together in our need… Continue reading thereislove
thank goodness it doesn't last. because we get to remember again. and again. the time of connection. the feel of the practice. the practice of remembering our connection to existence. spending time in love of time. with being. awed. think of me as time, breathing. ^^ "it's fun going down the rabbit hole with you!" my ears twitch,… Continue reading the image refresh
loved ones fill our breath as we go. sometimes we share moments of death. it can be terrible and precious. i want nothing. and i know you must, too exactly the same in a very different way. love lives life outside of mine. as i look around us i can see forgiving bluffs paths and footholds. i can protect… Continue reading lead a horse to water
"That one thing that I thought mattered, maybe it didn't matter. Or maybe it doesn't matter now." (Chip Willis 15Dec2016) (29December-13Jan, 2016) I had a vision years ago during a shaman trance. I was a golden hawk. I lifted you up near water from tall, green grass. You were a small, dark snake. Fast I flew with you, and… Continue reading I am Pan: the #
still from video by cole (me) justin and ella in iteration of "matches" (2015) Seen here is a duet and the first time Justin and Ella met. I am addicted to the phone, the computer. I cannot be in a room without the phone (unless i do. then i can) I feel like i need it, to… Continue reading techs mechs
Each human, like a projector: I aim my light to see, I see what I can through the light out of me. help them understand how you are here. how? (why?) love. write words from love. check wrongs with love. share life with love. love is the substance that carries you. so what of it when love is,… Continue reading be sweet
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