just write what you hear. yes please the light again it is silvery. tinkling like dandelion shimmers in a cool clear clutter of things. the light in streaks it seeps. in swirls today. some days it shines straight in and some days it climbs. up from the water and down from the skies. the light… Continue reading metal
heart of throws_ throw of hearts_ my hand_ cervical spine_ cervix_ mine. a mother un/becoming; bleed sloughing cells of un/made minds. it doesn't make me sad today that i have no child that i never had any; i am grateful as time alone is so precious. i have come to my own blood by making… Continue reading blood out
time is water all around_ immeasurable depths_ i am floating. i am not a floating thing -- i am floating, the activity_ in a depth created by gravity. i dreamed it so in movement this week_ and i keep seeing it_ awake and asleep_ it is me _ breathing _ swimming easily _ curled upright,… Continue reading context swimming
listen to your selfget to know your doubt doubt not that you are listening: we are not thoughtwe are perception we are the skies raining out the bird is the mountain sound its own w/ringing out we drop the banter and the wind blows it about. # -excerpt of daily-ness, one of today's: "banter" by… Continue reading banter
there is a little thing and it is understood there are many things. a small thing can often be the heaviest. and to challenge oneself we must look at the small things as important aspects of character and reality. one’s character is a reality. an understanding of a lack of trustworthiness means people's lies are… Continue reading nothing personal
neverending excerpt : archive
" life i love you. you have been the best yet i lied. there was that one without pain inside. the light from that place … so gorgeous i died. love you, nicole whoever these writings find know i made my place in this body a lovely one inside. i love you all, family i… Continue reading neverending excerpt : archive
the end came quick
| it seize them like a broken string stretched taught, and conditionally | conditions change. | a dream i had a year ago or so, that remains with me:i am waking from a nap having been up before the sun to do things. i live in a small, tall house with light linen curtains blowing… Continue reading the end came quick
what if gravity is not what we think?
change is perceived and we call it TIME. IMAGINE space is a plasma-like substance and TIME is the movement of mass which creates variable waves in all directions. waves create dimensions. whether planets, light or energy - mass is moving and changing. we observe it from our perspective. and so, OUR perspective is TIME. TIME… Continue reading what if gravity is not what we think?
first in site tag #AutoEthnography #ArchiveExcerpt for excerpts from my notebooks. The notebooks are a one-stop for my academic research | choreographic notes | poetry | meeting minutes | sketches | reflection | and dreams. The process of going through the last ten years of these is a ritual of burning things; making art of… Continue reading ae
july 29 3:55 am
you can write about a million things and none can make it true. there is something in you. you can listen and change how you do. the head pounds. the breath continues. and sometimes the keys come out because you can't fall asleep. there is something to get to. something calling the fingers to move. … Continue reading july 29 3:55 am
i dreamt of you. primordial you. you were a scarab scorpion crab centipede, crawling and pinching only me. you were rooted to my scent and your legs lopped babies off from the feet. they began round and then grew as they popped off of you, lasted only a few. which is why they came quickly… Continue reading 42