the third nine looks back to the side flipped all the fires. any card (any thing that exists/object/idea/person/thing) does not exist alone, if we consider the empty; it is not even alone in its -ness maybe. 9wands third in after 2 rotating again. let's consider- 9 in relation to 8 and to 0 empty again.… Continue reading *all these wands*
_____________ after each breath i see a glimmer is it? maybe water it is a glow about it a light the sparkles; a glimmer and a crease in the fold a glimmer shining soft and bold more than before like i got up quick and must sit but not dizzy from it a glimmer is… Continue reading process notes excerpt, during participation at the Mind and Life Europe Summer Research Institute 2021
heart of throws_ throw of hearts_ my hand_ cervical spine_ cervix_ mine. a mother un/becoming; bleed sloughing cells of un/made minds. it doesn't make me sad today that i have no child that i never had any; i am grateful as time alone is so precious. i have come to my own blood by making… Continue reading blood out
time is water all around_ immeasurable depths_ i am floating. i am not a floating thing -- i am floating, the activity_ in a depth created by gravity. i dreamed it so in movement this week_ and i keep seeing it_ awake and asleep_ it is me _ breathing _ swimming easily _ curled upright,… Continue reading context swimming
listen to your selfget to know your doubt doubt not that you are listening: we are not thoughtwe are perception we are the skies raining out the bird is the mountain sound its own w/ringing out we drop the banter and the wind blows it about. # -excerpt of daily-ness, one of today's: "banter" by… Continue reading banter
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