A foundation of trust is the best way to allow for joy to take over when our feet falter. We have nowhere else to be but on our path. We are no one else but our selves. When we decide, there is a choice. That is all that is needed. Moving forward on a path… Continue reading something in the way
jan 1, 2020 edit jan 18 i am not like i have ever been something different about every cell of being thoughts patterned turn off new bridges form a way to destiny leave it to be a person becoming shock and wave goodbye comes free light falls just so on the corner of me my… Continue reading details
look i can hold you a distance so near you can't hear my breath seeping into your ear. it's already there, missed it come and now gone and all that is felt is the residue on the insides of you thinking me into being. drive homeward to sound all the truth in thought's seeing. photo by me
youvenever heardof me. youvenever heardof your dislike for me or your disrespect. nevershared this as a home. neverfelt allthatyou see as not yourown. youvenever heardof your adoration for me, your kindness. nevertimed connection in trees. neverfelt love peace or fear with the idea of me, or the real. youvenever heardof re-recognizing what you see. neverlearned patterns of perception… Continue reading nevereven
Time In | FEBRUARY 25, 2017 | 6-9PM | Cultural Arts Center, Columbus OH | mfa thesis TIME IN | FEBRUARY 25, 2017 | 6-9PM the premiere of 'Time In' is three weeks away, I'm going over three years of this project's process, excerpted here: rhrsl footage of justin and ella, audio interview with ali Time… Continue reading | Time In
"That one thing that I thought mattered, maybe it didn't matter. Or maybe it doesn't matter now." (Chip Willis 15Dec2016) (29December-13Jan, 2016) I had a vision years ago during a shaman trance. I was a golden hawk. I lifted you up near water from tall, green grass. You were a small, dark snake. Fast I flew with you, and… Continue reading I am Pan: the #
still from video by cole (me) justin and ella in iteration of "matches" (2015) Seen here is a duet and the first time Justin and Ella met. I am addicted to the phone, the computer. I cannot be in a room without the phone (unless i do. then i can) I feel like i need it, to… Continue reading techs mechs
coda: 27Jan2017 last week I enter large, a door frame. the door is open, light is on. "what are you doing?" (I mean what is that, specifically) "working, cole.." a curt flush from behind the front of alaptoponadesk. annoyed but playful. i keep my large at the door and insert: "will you be my creative… Continue reading you sit on it
Listening to people. Their lives. Walking home on Sunday I stop to talk to a man and his dog. We speak deeply, quickly. He brings up time and humanity which has me telling him about the interviews I’ve been collecting over the last few years. How the process is “unmooring me” as another friend has put… Continue reading walkeye and the time-being
Rest in the time knowing. come from edges to take it easy in a longscape made silty from running. take it easy but take it. we were there and I was bare > Foot of ground. 24 chimes. half minus 1 the lamp turns itself off, the train sings louder this time. i see the choice in choosing Feet… Continue reading pigeons
i do not want a heart that wanders, forgets. do not give me a heart for love elsewhere. i want a heart whose love is rooted long sight. give me a heart that grows thick tall wide from depth remembered; hunger for sight, thirst for light, able to reach out. a heart that can be any… Continue reading deep
Sometimes we feel a difference in the two. Sometimes we feel we have to choose. The only thing we have to fear, is fear of self. Fear itself does not exist without us. Fear does not have a self, it must use ours. Fear of self. darkness brightens light, consumed and the light deepens dark as it… Continue reading Artist or Healer?
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