heat splashes. do you rise? make a joke, something light. i saw a squirrel once, it moved with fright but it was alright. was that funny? what is? light is not light. write what you see. the jade plant beside me. in front of me. its leaves are wax petals light, white on the green.… Continue reading on a bench, barely
perhaps it’s how long and loud you can stand someone's screams that leads to leaders who seem to move fright and sounds of death forward from / into human beings. this is not the only way. what must do . just do you must. what you must do is clock time to human value. try.… Continue reading a self to talk to: bawk
thereislove all that we experience creates how we feel and how we feel others. thereislove we are human beings, changeable and changing. thereislove in standing up, in calling out. we decide to see. to call out atrocity - like customs of hate until death and the killing of we. we decide to hear. to stand together in our need… Continue reading thereislove
loved ones fill our breath as we go. sometimes we share moments of death. it can be terrible and precious. i want nothing. and i know you must, too exactly the same in a very different way. love lives life outside of mine. as i look around us i can see forgiving bluffs paths and footholds. i can protect… Continue reading lead a horse to water
You are. If I'd had an imaginary friend when I was a kid, it would have been you. Now we are grown to the mid and find each other here. The kind of strength and rest that comes from friendship with no exception. I am grateful to exist in the same space as you. The people… Continue reading imaginary friends forever #iff
"That one thing that I thought mattered, maybe it didn't matter. Or maybe it doesn't matter now." (Chip Willis 15Dec2016) (29December-13Jan, 2016) I had a vision years ago during a shaman trance. I was a golden hawk. I lifted you up near water from tall, green grass. You were a small, dark snake. Fast I flew with you, and… Continue reading I am Pan: the #
18Jan2017 the 'shooter' was in fact an OSU student in plain sight with no gun but a knife. the shots fired, which killed Abdul Razak Ali Artan, were from large scales of police that surrounded him outside at mid-day. He was dead before the campus alert to stay away from the 'active shooter' area was texted simultaneously to hundreds… Continue reading Dear Sirs,
Listening to the interviews I’ve collected. Transcribing, re-living, processing with new ideas. Imagine me as a tree growing lessons by the sun. Ra It’s like I’m tripping. Dripping. Over the last two years I've recorded dozens of people, different ages in different parts of the world discussing their ideas of “self/not-self”, “time”, and now a third question… Continue reading “touch a nerve?” (anonymous)
Sometimes we feel a difference in the two. Sometimes we feel we have to choose. The only thing we have to fear, is fear of self. Fear itself does not exist without us. Fear does not have a self, it must use ours. Fear of self. darkness brightens light, consumed and the light deepens dark as it… Continue reading Artist or Healer?
3partners: 3partners : 3partners when I say "you" i mean "me" you are your own first partner. the planet, your second. and anOther, your third. it has been so all along. and now you have grown so that you can walk. you have found your legs. where they are the weakest. you cannot stand. so… Continue reading 3 : the life you touch
Turn off and write. Are you there? yes you ask everyitme and i am always. have you ever heard me ssay no? when you ask? no do you say no to asking? yes. and to typos... funny. now. listen and we'll type. slow down and see only what you see. this question of self and what… Continue reading What is ‘self ‘ ?
a new dance. maybe it's called 'matches' justin fitch, jess gore, ray elder, ella hackworth, sheneese thompson, and orion and aries gore. sound by cast and ammanuel tekeste. i film in the middle if this dance. i leave the typo if here instead of of because i recently received a deep text that had… Continue reading MAtches